Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt

i don't wanna be a drag.. and i don't like bothering people with my problems... but today i want to breakdown... i was a jerk... i am an asshole... i am a pusher... i push everyone away... including the man that i love... i made him feel worthless because i was too proud to need anybody...

i was always putting up a front. shutting people out. acting like i don't need anybody...
ganito ako kasi i am afraid to let anybody in coz they might hurt me... i have been indifferent to the people surrounding me...

now we're parting ways... and he found someone who's making him feel he's worth something... it's all my fault.. i guess I'm bound to be miserable for the rest of my stinking life... i treated him like crap and now i feel like crap... it feels like somebody punched you in the stomach... this is my first heartbreak... i don't think i can go through all of these again... my heart is not designed for this shit...

i wish you the best... i guess...